Same Mistakes Over and Over
Gah! I cant sleep...Im trying so hard but I got so much in my head.
Its like I know Im fucking up and I know I could fix it but I just dont so Its like I just sit and watch myself fail.
Its almost like I should feel sorry for myself but I dont cause I know I could control it....but I dont know why I dont.
Its like Ive screwed up everything I was doing so good at in the past few weeks.
I need to just suck it up and stand back up.
I want to be sleeping before this feeling gets worse but I cant.
Maybe If I drink some wine.
Gotta love when you make the same mistakes over and over.